I'm SO LAZY! Even I already listen on K-ON soundtrack says "Please don't say you are lazy" but I keep saying : lazy lazy lazy lazy then I got spaced out... thinking nothing... actually, what happened to me?

I think I got scared...of my new life. Got accepted on a popullar university is not so nice as it's like. the tenses, people's hope, for me who always want to be alone and life with my own will it's too much to be on everybody attention... I affraid, I bored...

Even so, I just thanks to GOD, to makes thoose happy face to my parent, my siblings, even grandpa crying on my head... that's really the best gift I can makes them happy.

For the next though... I think I just nervous. Because even I have sale a lot of my painting, I won on any drawing competition, my parent just gave their normal smile and says well done. Not as dramatic as now...

Yes, just do it as a normal days like before, if I lazy, so just go to BED! Ha! Sleeping! My Hobby! Hee hee hee